Maybe it's just the secret...

I can't believe it's already Wednesday. It seems like yesterday it was Monday and now it's already middle of the week!! :) The weekend is quickly, yet slowly, approaching us. I have no idea what plans I have this weekend. I think my boyfriend, Andrew, will come over this weekend and spend some time with me. I just know that I want to do some cleaning of the apartment this weekend. I'm just tired of it being a bit messy and my roomie is not willing to help. It kind of drives me insane that I ask him to kind of help me out with me working overnights and everything, but I get no where.

I understand that half of it is my fault. I mean it is both of our apartment so we both need to help keep it tidy. The thing that bugs me though is that his way of cleaning is getting my papers, bills, stuff, etc. and just throwing them into my room or just putting them in a grocery bag. He puts the bag then in my room. What does that do? Nothing really, but clutter my room and closet. I mean I was looking for something last week or the week before, I cant remember, and he sat the thing on top of my shelf in the closet. It was in no way in the correct spot that it should of been on. His room is all tidy, but he throws my things in my closet or just in my room. I have a lot of paperwork from my school loans that I need to keep track of. With him moving my things around...its hard to keep in touch with all my paperwork. It kind of sucks. :(

I don't like to get mad at him or anything and I don't want to. I just wish he would kind of help me out a bit more and be more organized. Sometimes I feel like I'm living with a kid that doesn't want to do anything unless you push his butt up! It just upsets me I guess. I was telling my boyfriend about it and he was kind of upset about how he doesn't keep anything organized like important documents/papers. I kind of wish that I lived with my boyfriend in his house and his house is a colossal wreck. Lol. That just tells you how much my roommate kind of drives me up the wall.  I mean is it bad for me to think that way about my roommate? I need some advice or opinions. I'm open to anything. :) Thanks for your help in advance.